My 28th birthday is this coming Saturday and for some reason I don't want to make a big deal out of it this year. M and I are going out to eat (nowhere super-special) and then we're going to hang out during the weekend, walk around the Haight, cook dinner, screen phone calls, and just veg.
However, despite the "no big dealness" of this birthday, I must - as usual - have my traditional birthday cake which is a secret family recipe and which is probably the homemade culinary high point of my year.
The cake is called a Mocha Torte, and it was developed by both my grandfather's mother (the icing) and by my grandmother (the cake). Or something like that. No one can quite remember where it all comes from and when it was put together in its current form. The origin of the name "mocha torte" is also a mystery, since the cake is not fully a torte (defined as "A rich cake, often made with little or no flour but instead with ground nuts or bread crumbs, eggs, sugar and flavorings. Tortes are often multilayered and filled with buttercream, jams, etc."), nor is it mocha flavored if you think of the modern definition of mocha as the pairing of coffee and chocolate. The icing is just coffee flavored, following a traditional definition of mocha that references "a very fine coffee grown in Arabia and shipped from Yemen's port of Mocha." Most likely, my great-grandparents used "mocha" coffee to make their birthday "torte" (also the German word for "cake") and thus the Mocha Torte was born.
The cake itself is a five-layer concoction with a very dense, not overly-sweet batter and rich coffee icing between each layer. It's only been made for birthdays (with one notable exception), and only then for Swarsen birthdays (with a few "honorary Swarsens" along the way...my maternal grandmother, an old family friend who used to celebrate her birthday with my father's family each year, and once for my mother-in-law). The recipe is a secret, guarded carefully now by my father and his siblings, my brother, and yours truly. In fact, since I'm now married, my family is the first "non Swarsen" family officially sanctioned to carry on the Mocha Torte tradition.
The only time Mocha Torte has been made for a non-birthday was for my wedding, when M and I made a special trip to see my grandfather and ask his permission as the familial patriarch to use the recipe for our wedding cake. Permission was humorously granted, and my parents proceeded to make not only a huge tiered Mocha Torte for show (the bottom tier was real cake, the top two tiers were iced Styrofoam...heh...it was displayed during dinner and used for the traditional cake cutting), but the real cakes that were waiting in the kitchen to be cut and served to our guests. We refused to give the recipe to the caterer (see above re: family secret) and my parents didn’t want to have to engineer a full wedding cake (see above re: Styrofoam). For the record, M and I were exceedingly proud of our slightly ugly taupe-colored wedding cake that the florist put waaaaaay too many flowers on.
Anyway, this year my best friend is in town for a few days and she insisted that I make my Mocha Torte early so she could have some (how she's been my best friend for 10 years and never had a Mocha Torte I'm not sure, but....). Happy to oblige, as I was making the cake last night, I was giving her a running commentary on the cake’s history and its current incarnations. For example, each person who makes it makes it differently (double icing, more coffee, less coffee, different sprinkle colors, candles/no candles etc., etc.) and the few notable Mocha Tortes throughout the years: the year we made it with egg substitute (horrid), the year the icing curdled (ugly, but edible), and the year we (read: my father and his brother) ate the WHOLE CAKE in one sitting (sick-making).
So we're chatting and I'm baking the familiar recipe (I can make a Mocha Torte start to finish in a little over an hour) and after I've prepped everything, made the batter, and put the first three layers in the oven to bake, I realize I've forgotten to add the baking powder to the batter and I don't have the energy (or the cake flour) to start over. Sigh. M's birthday is in two months, so I have a chance to redeem myself soon.
And besides, it's just another addition to Mocha Torte lore: the year I forgot the baking powder (chewier than normal, but still infinitely edible).